Sorry!

 

I'm so sorry if I've been lots of days without posting. But coming back from Spain to San Francisco, sometimes is harder than one could think. 

I've terrible jet lags each time I go from a place to another, and I fell a strong homesick (and Grace-sick) the firs days I'm in the US. 

However... I have some new pictures to show you, but today I'm posting this text I've found in my personal facebook. 

I can steel remind when I wrote that. I thought life was terrible and that I will never be happy again.. And since this "sentimental text" I can swear that I've been feeling happy, sad, terribly unhappy and depressed and so happy again. But that's life and this is living! Passing through all this feelings and more. 

Hope you like this text, is so ME!!!

Hoy he leído en alguna parte, en un medio que si lo digo nadie reconocería como fiable, una cosa que me ha removido por dentro. Una frase tan sencilla como esta:

* Para ser felices en la vida tenemos que saber que a veces está permitido llorar.

Una afirmación tan sencilla como esta, y que a veces nos resulta tan difícil.

Vivimos en un mundo en el que se nos obliga a ser felices a estar bien o por lo menos a no demostrar nuestra tristeza al mundo. Vivimos a mil por hora, pensando que no tenemos tiempo, que las horas son pocas.

Parecerían las horas más intensas si nos permitiésemos disfrutar de ellas, vivirlas desde dentro.

Hay veces que para quitarnos esa tristeza no tenemos que hacer nada más complicado que Llorar. Algo tan sencillo, algo tan complicado.

Yo hoy he decidido llorar todas las veces que haga falta, para así poder quitarme la trsiteza de dentro. Tristeza que muchas veces es expulsada en forma de lágrima.

Yo hoy he decidido llorar, para así poder llegar a volar.

Romeo & Julieta

Coming back home, Portugalete, for a few days makes me appreciate the things I couldn't see when I lived here. Everything looks better when we see it from far or only like "tourist".

Today, after a lovely lunch with a friend,  I've been in my childhood park, "El parque de los monos", and I've been very very gratefully  surprised!I can't understand why I didn't used to go when I lived here!!!!

Here are some pictures!  Can you see the stairs and the balcony??? Is like Romeo and Julieta's balcony! The only thing I've missed has been my own Romeo! ;)

Sometimes dreams come true

Sometimes can be hard choosing what you want to do in your life, more difficult than doing it once you know.

Every time I find myself thinking about what would I like to have to be o to do...I go out of mind!

But if I find something I know I'll like, when I find my dream, I try to go on and work on it. Nothing comes from nothing and even dreams might be difficult at the begining. But working hard everything, every dream, can be true.

I'm living one of my dreams, and hope more will arrive, and I hope I'll have new dreams. I know I'm working hard for it, and sometimes I ask to myself if it's what I want, but I always find the same answer, "of course it is!". And in this moment the fight starts again!!!!